Thought about future Contingencies

The thing is, that when you're young, you always think you'll meet all sorts of wonderful people, that drifting apart and losing friends is natural. You don't worry, at first, about the friends you leave behind. But as you get older, it gets harder to build friendships. Too many defenses, too little opportunity. When u keep bringing up the past in ur mind, u alwayz remember the joy u had with ur friends. Too me the time u had with ur bestfriend is the precious part its unforgettable moment  , even just a several week i apart with them i'm deadly missed them damn much! I remember when i hang out with em i mean su, nab, chu'a, tqah and teah i feel that i've being appreciated. But when the times come you realize that time past.  You get busy. And by the time you realize that you've lost the dearest best friends you've ever had, years have gone by and you're mature enough to be embarrassed by your attitude and, frankly, by your arrogance.